Last two days I've been in a very weird mode. It's like: I DON'T GIVE A FUCK. Like srsly. One week ago I was crying about this bullshit. And now .. I don't care if something goes wrong again, because it's inevitable (I don't even know if it is a word) But I know, I try my best. Okay, not always. The results are not good anyway. So just let it be.
I fucking hate everything:)
I wake up with that feeling. It's like, you're always mad about something. Naah.. Just bored. Maybe I need to draw a smiley face on my wall. So I could just punch it. Sad thing is - I don't have an revolver:(
What is wrong with me? I don't want to hate everything and everybody. IT'S YOU FAULT ANNI.
I fucking hate everything:)
I wake up with that feeling. It's like, you're always mad about something. Naah.. Just bored. Maybe I need to draw a smiley face on my wall. So I could just punch it. Sad thing is - I don't have an revolver:(
What is wrong with me? I don't want to hate everything and everybody. IT'S YOU FAULT ANNI.
You don't have to hate everybody. You don't have to listen to me. I just wrote the last post, because it helped me vent about the stupidity of mankind. If it made you think I have issues, then fine. If it made you think I am the worst human alive, then fine. If it made you think that I should kill myself for it, then fine. That's YOUR opinion, I can't change it. And I can't change how people perceive my opinions. But I will NOT change my thinking, based on other people. And I have a right to say my opinions. If I feel like shit, I think I'd feel better if I could vent about it a bit. And I know where to hold the line, because most people don't think the same as me, so I put in humor to help along, so it'd be bearable.
ReplyDeleteAnd the opinions didn't tell any of my readers to explicitly go fuck themselves. I just said I dislike this kind of behavior. It's not like those people are bad people in all honesty (except for one motherfucker. He's just an asshole), I just hate the things they do sometimes.
Oh my god. Dude. I DON'T think You have some issues, I DON'T thik You're the worst human alive,and I DON'T FUCKING THINK YOU SHOULD KILL YOUSELF FOR ANYTHING. Who the hell do you think I AM by thinking that I could EVER think like that? I don't want you to change your opinions or what do you think of me. I've already accepted that you hate my personality . It's okay.
ReplyDeleteDo you guys remember one summer, when you two talked with me because I'd been very weird and rude the whole summer? That's what I feel now. I feel like everything is not right. I wan't to be happy, but I can't. It's not really anger. I just don't care. I don't care that you hate me and I'm not gonna change myself. I don't care that everything goes wrong, because it will always be this way. And I don't like that I say bad things to people I like, even if they're my best friends. It's not your fault that I say those things, I really didn't mean it that way. It's not because of you. I really love you. You're my best friend and you'll always be my best friend. No matter what I say or do. I'm really sorry about my behaving sometimes. I'm too arrogant, rude and I really say things that I don't want to say. I've always been like that. You know it.I don't think I can change it. I'm sorry.
I don't hate you. I sometimes might dislike what you do, but I don't hate you or your personality. That post wasn't about you, someone else pissed me off that day which made me give a huge rant like that, so... Sorry.
DeleteJa sellepärast me lähmegi arsti juurde. :) Kõik saab korda.
Sometimes I really don't understand you guys, but i love you anyways.
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