On käes südaöö. Kõik on vaikne, vanaema magab ammu. Mina istun ikka veel üleval, olen Tumblris, loen Fanfictionit, vaatan Luciferi... loen selle blogi esimesi postitusi. See tegi mind kurvaks, teil mõlemal olid asjad toona nii halvasti. Aga sellest on palju aastaid möödas nüüd.
Asi on tegelikult nii. Ma ole kodus (maal), on öö. Täna oli esimene tõeliselt soe kevadpäev sellel aastal. Maailmas möllab ringi COVID19, minul aga on puhkus (pean lihtsalt viimased koolitööd ära esitama).
Ja tundisn, et on ehk aeg teha selle aasta postitus. Vaadake, ühel päeval kui teil on tahtmine saada minult uut contenti ja ma seda mingil pähjusel ise providida ei saa, ss tulete siia ja leiate mitme aasta jagu möla. Aga see selleks. Mul tuli lihtsalt kirjutamise tuju ja kellele teisele ma ikka kirjutaksin kui mitte teile.
Räägin teile natuke oma elust viimase paari aasta jooksul.
Mul on megaägedad töökaaslased. Nad on minust natuke vanemad, soojad ja südamlikud. Caterina on väga hoolitsev, ta vaatab alati, et minul oleks kõik korras, viskab minuga nalja, soovitab mulle sarju ja söögikohti, on minuga koos elevil siis kui lähen dateile jne. Julia kiidab mind, peab minuga pikki arutelusid elulistel teemadel poliitikast armastuseni ja kohtleb mind nagu võrdset, mis on minu jaoks alati natuke hämmastav, sest ta tundub nii palju "lahedam". Luca ajab mind tihti närvi, sst ta on väga hajevil ja ootab ainult parimat, aga samal ajal on ta ka parim boss keda võib ette kujutada. Ta arvestab alati mu soovidega, hindab sisimas mu tööd ja ei pahanda kui mu tühi kõht mu tasakaalukusest vahel võitu saab.
Nüüd sõpradest. Mul on neid palju! Hämmastav, ma ei arvanud kunagi enne ülikooli minekut, et ma olen inimene kes kergesti sõpru loob, aga võta näpust. Töökaaslastele lisaks on Bibi, a hot mess, aga darrrrling, Jojo, kes kardab kontrolli kaotada aga on megatark, Trude, kes on nii palju haiget saanud aga tõuseb iga kord järjest tugevamana püsti. Ja Tanya. Tüdruk, kellega koos lõin ise oma esimese kodu, kes on kui lõvi, järsk, tugev ja ründav, aga on minuga pehme nagu kassipoeg, kõige suurem romantik keda ma iial kohenud olen ja kes mõistab minu suhtumist ellu suurepäraselt, sest me oleme sisimas nii sarnased.
On veel teisigi, klassikaaslaseid, sõprade sõpru, Bibi vend ja kunagi oli ka Gonzalo...
Ma elan väikeses kolmetoalises korteris mäenõlval, mu toas on sinine raamaturiiul ja mu aknast avaneb vaade alla jõele.
Mulle jõudis just kohale, et ehk peaksin kasutama valenimesid, aga ausalt, isegi kui keegi seda kunagi loeb, ma ei ütle ju midagi halvasti.
Mul oli väga raske aasta. Eelmisel talvel oli mul depressioon, aga sel sügisel alustas ärevus ja mul on tunne, et päriselt ei jäta see mind enam kunagi. Ma olen nõrgem ja tugevam kui ei kunagi varem. Olen kaotanud palju oma optimismist ja tubli tüki naiivsusest, mida mulle varem alati veaks pandi, kuid mida ma nüüd ise igatsen. Ma olen kurvem, ärritun kergemini ja tahan palju üksi olla. Ma ei kirjuta enam, mul pole millestki kirjutada.
Aga ma oskan nüüd ei öelda. Mul on pisarate ja higiga välja võidetud autonoomsus, ja isegi kui ma ei tea mida ma tahan, siis ma tean mida ma EI taha ja ma oskan end kuuldavaks teha. Ma olen otsekohesem, ma suudan oma emotsioone analüüsida ja ma saan hakkama asjadega, mis varem oleksid võimatud tundunud. Ma igatsen seda tüdrukut, kes luges aina aamatuid ja suhtus ellu vääramatu optimismiga, aga ma arvan, et on aeg endale tunnistada, et see tüdruk on (vähemalt praegseks) läinud. Tema asemel on siin noor naine, kes... ei tea veel täpselt, kelleks ta saada tahab, aga kes teab, et elu läheb edasi, teeb oma korrektuurid. Mina hõljun kaasa ja kui miski mind haarab, surun kannad mulda ja olen nagu kivi jões.
Väga poeetiline jälle, kas pole?
Aga selle kõige juures. Kogu selle aja möödudes. Kõik need sekundid ja minutid, kuud ja aastad... dekaadid mis mööduvad. Kõik need inimesed keda ma armastan ja kes armastavad mind, kõik need paigad kus ma reisin, elan, kus ma kinnitan oma juured.
Ma olen igavesti tänulik meie sõpruse eest. Teie mängi(si)te hiiglaslikku rolli selles, kes ma olen täna. Minu muusikamaitsest kuni selleni, et mul oli see julgus, see kindlus mis lubas mul kolida teise riiki... ma ei tea kuidas asjad oleksid olnud, kui me poleks kunagi sõbrad olnud. Kuid ma olen alati õnnelik, et kunagi oli suvi, mil me seisime lafkat oodates selle takja all. Et oli suvi, mil me punusime võilille pärgasid ja leiutasime levelid. Et te olete olnud ja olete praegu ja loodetavasti olete ka tulevikus sellised sõbrad, millest räägitakse lugusid, muinasjutte.
Ma ei tea mis selle psotituse point oli. Kui keegi teist välja nuputab, eks andke teada. Nagu alati, ei loe ma seda uuesti läbi, it's not my style.
Aga kui peaksin mingi teema sellele andma, siis ma arvan, et see oleks armastus. Armastus elu vastu, armastus iseenda vastu, armastus teie vastu. Romantiline armastus on imeline, mina pole seda veel kunagi tundud, aga ma olen saanud maitsta erinevate crushide näol. Aga armastus kui sõprus... Noh, seda ma tean. Ja see on imeline.
Aitäh teile, kallidkallidkallid!!!
Varsti näeme ehk!
Acey, Anni, huggggz
Tuesday, April 7, 2020
Monday, March 11, 2019
Heia, baed!
Ega mul ausalt öeldes polegi väga öelda midagi olulist seekord. Ma pole isegi mitte eriti dramaatilises/sentimentaalses meeleolus, midgi tavapärasest erinevat. :D
Niisama tahan öelda, et mul läheb jälle pisut paremini, kevad hakkabkätte jõudma ja tuju parem.
See talv oli raske, ja lisaks sellele olen ma õppimisega nii maas, et see pole isegi naljakas enam, aga meeh.
Muidu on oki jälle.
Varsti näeme ehk, ma tulen 5 päeva pärast koju. Anni, sind ma tean, et ma näen. Kairit, give me an answer! :D
Aga jh
Love u guys!
Näeme! Kallidkallidkallid!
Ega mul ausalt öeldes polegi väga öelda midagi olulist seekord. Ma pole isegi mitte eriti dramaatilises/sentimentaalses meeleolus, midgi tavapärasest erinevat. :D
Niisama tahan öelda, et mul läheb jälle pisut paremini, kevad hakkabkätte jõudma ja tuju parem.
See talv oli raske, ja lisaks sellele olen ma õppimisega nii maas, et see pole isegi naljakas enam, aga meeh.
Muidu on oki jälle.
Varsti näeme ehk, ma tulen 5 päeva pärast koju. Anni, sind ma tean, et ma näen. Kairit, give me an answer! :D
Aga jh
Love u guys!
Näeme! Kallidkallidkallid!
Friday, March 9, 2018
Ja jälle ma olen siin tagasi. Korra aastas... või iga paari aasta tagant...
Olgu mis ta on, aga mõnus on tagasi olla.
Ma igatsen kodu, kas teate? Ma ei ütle seda väga tihti või kui ütlen, siis mitte päris nii nagu tegelikult mõtlen, aga ma igatsen kodu. Ma ei taha jätta kellelegi muljet, et ma kahetsen oma otsust siia kolida, või et ma oleksin pigem Eestis kui siin... Ei, mitte selels pole asi.
Aga ma igatsen kodu. Sama moodi, nagu ma igatsen linnas olles maad, igatsen ma praegu Eestit. Inimesi, loodust, isegi kohutavat ilma. Igatsen TEID ja emmet ja vanaema ja kõiki teisi, igatsen Saphiirat ja maakodu. Oh kuidas ma igatsen maakodu. Igatsen suve ja valgust ja lilli. Oma 60 roosi ja rebaseid aias. Igatsen grillimist ja võrkkiike, jalutuskäike suurel teel ja pallidel vedelemist. Kairit, ma igatsen sinu juures tee joomist, ükskõik, kas maal või su uues korteris. Anni, ma igatsen su diivanil vedelemist ja koos anime vaatamist.
Ma igatsen suvesid mil olime veel väiksed, siis kui hommikul kell 10 kokku saime ja õhtul kell 9 laiali läksime. Igatsen takijasõdu ja tukikat ja seda imeliku vihmast suve, kus me enamiku ajast balkani peal Monopoli mängisime.
Ma armastan teid nii väga, kas teate?
See reis, see kogemus on mulle õpetanud, et kui ei midagi muud, siis vähemalt seda, et vahel peab julguse ja vaimu kokku võtma ja asju lihtsalt sõnadesse panema. Nii et siin on minu sõnad:
Ma igatsen teid!
Ma armastan teid!
Ma tahan koju!
Eestis on mu juured, ma tulen sinna alati tagasi. Kuid samas on mul kohati kodumaata mehe (naise) tunne. Ma ei kahetse oma otsust siia kolida. Kuidas ma saaksingi, kui see on mulle juba poole aastaga nii palju andnud, nii palju õpetanud?
Kuid ma kahetsen, et tänu sellele näen ma teid veel harvem kui varem.
Ma olen saanud palju, kuid see tuleb selle arvelt, et jään ka paljust ilma.
Tegelikult sattusin ma huupi siia lehele, lihtsalt puhtast uudishimust, et kas te olete vahepeal siin käinud v midagi. Olete v? Kui läbi hüppate, kommenteeriga midagi, siis ma vähemalt näen kui aasta pärast tagasi tulen. ;)
Igatahes. Lugesin natuke vanemaid postitusi. Imelik, et me inglise keeles kirjutasime. MIks? Nkn keegi teine neid asju iialgi ei lugenud ja nüüd tunnen ma eesti keelest puudust. Neid sirvides sattusin ma unustatud asjade otsa. Kairit, sa kirjutasid üheksandas klassis (üheksandas!), et koolitööd on nii palju, et sa ei ole kindel, kas sa oled piisavalt tark ja mida kõike veel. Aga sa olid piisavalt tark. Sa said hakkama. Tubli töö!!! Anni, alati jääb mulle esimese asjana silma su äkiline (ja väga dramaatiline) lahkumine siit blogist. Miks sa siit nii järsult kadusid? Pole enam väga oluline küsimus, aga ma pole sellele kunagi vastust saanud. Ikkagi, sa oled super olnud!!!
Möödunud on palju lõpetamisi, palju uusi alguseid, paar poisssõpra ja mida kõike veel. Aga meie oleme kõik ikka veel siin. Isegi kui me pole siiani sellele suvisele tripile läinud. Tuleval suvel läheme, eks ole? Või vähemalt üritame. Jälle. :D
Hea on kirjutada niiviisi. Vabalt. On asju, mida aeg ei puutu. Tulgu tuli või vesi, mingu meie kohtumiste vahel päevi või kuid, kuulen ma teie hääi iga päev või ei, te jääte alati minu südamesse, te olete ja olete alati olnud kõige paremad sõbrad, keda ühel inimesel iial on võimalik tunda. Mul ei ole sõnu kirjeldamaks kui tänulik ma olen meie ühistele suvedele, meie ühistele mälestustele, meie koos veedetud ajale. Heinapallidele ja teele. Kultusekividele ja vanadele puudele.
Ma ei igatse taga vanu aegu, sest muutus on hea, muutus on elu ja elu on elamiseks. Kuid ma tunnen natuke puudust sellest kui lihtne kõik vanasti oli.
Palusite mult enne minekut, et ma blogi peaks. No näete siis nüüd!
Ma ei tea, mida rohkem kirjutada, aga ma ei taha kirjutamist lõpetada. See lohutab mind. Eesti keel ja teile mõtlemine.
Ma soovin, et te loeksite vahel seda blogi, aga ma ei taha teie tähelepanu sellele juhtida. Ehk leiate te ise ühel päeval taas tee siia, võib-olla uudishimust, võib-olla nostalgiast. Ja siis avastate, et Mirjam jälle peksab segast. Üksinda. Eesti keeles.
Isver kui dramaatilised mu enda vanad postitused on! Anna olla! :D
Kairit! Helista mulle vahel! Ma tean, et me ei ole kumbki selles väga head ja ma üritan varsti jälle ise ka julguse kokku võtta ja sulle helistada, aga... Mul on alati tunne, et ma segan, Ja ma ei taha segada. Aga ma igatsen sind metsikult palju.
Anni! Helista veel tihemini! Ja ma üritan ise ka helistada. Ma olen selles halb, sa ju tead. Aga see pole mingi vabandus. Ehh. Üritan olla tublim. Ja loomulikult igatsen ma sind ka. Mida muud ma saangi teha.
Nüüd ma vist tõesti lõpetan. Poetasin selle asja kirjutamise ajal paar pisarat, aga nüüd on need ka kuivanud ja tuju parem. Hingel hakkab kergem. Ja ma ei editi seda asja ka. On üks jura, aga mis teha. Minu kummaline mõtteprotsess. Ja jälle nii dramaatiline. :D
Näeme varsti!
Kõike paremat!
Melletult meeletult meeletult palju kallisid!
Mirjam
Olgu mis ta on, aga mõnus on tagasi olla.
Ma igatsen kodu, kas teate? Ma ei ütle seda väga tihti või kui ütlen, siis mitte päris nii nagu tegelikult mõtlen, aga ma igatsen kodu. Ma ei taha jätta kellelegi muljet, et ma kahetsen oma otsust siia kolida, või et ma oleksin pigem Eestis kui siin... Ei, mitte selels pole asi.
Aga ma igatsen kodu. Sama moodi, nagu ma igatsen linnas olles maad, igatsen ma praegu Eestit. Inimesi, loodust, isegi kohutavat ilma. Igatsen TEID ja emmet ja vanaema ja kõiki teisi, igatsen Saphiirat ja maakodu. Oh kuidas ma igatsen maakodu. Igatsen suve ja valgust ja lilli. Oma 60 roosi ja rebaseid aias. Igatsen grillimist ja võrkkiike, jalutuskäike suurel teel ja pallidel vedelemist. Kairit, ma igatsen sinu juures tee joomist, ükskõik, kas maal või su uues korteris. Anni, ma igatsen su diivanil vedelemist ja koos anime vaatamist.
Ma igatsen suvesid mil olime veel väiksed, siis kui hommikul kell 10 kokku saime ja õhtul kell 9 laiali läksime. Igatsen takijasõdu ja tukikat ja seda imeliku vihmast suve, kus me enamiku ajast balkani peal Monopoli mängisime.
Ma armastan teid nii väga, kas teate?
See reis, see kogemus on mulle õpetanud, et kui ei midagi muud, siis vähemalt seda, et vahel peab julguse ja vaimu kokku võtma ja asju lihtsalt sõnadesse panema. Nii et siin on minu sõnad:
Ma igatsen teid!
Ma armastan teid!
Ma tahan koju!
Eestis on mu juured, ma tulen sinna alati tagasi. Kuid samas on mul kohati kodumaata mehe (naise) tunne. Ma ei kahetse oma otsust siia kolida. Kuidas ma saaksingi, kui see on mulle juba poole aastaga nii palju andnud, nii palju õpetanud?
Kuid ma kahetsen, et tänu sellele näen ma teid veel harvem kui varem.
Ma olen saanud palju, kuid see tuleb selle arvelt, et jään ka paljust ilma.
Tegelikult sattusin ma huupi siia lehele, lihtsalt puhtast uudishimust, et kas te olete vahepeal siin käinud v midagi. Olete v? Kui läbi hüppate, kommenteeriga midagi, siis ma vähemalt näen kui aasta pärast tagasi tulen. ;)
Igatahes. Lugesin natuke vanemaid postitusi. Imelik, et me inglise keeles kirjutasime. MIks? Nkn keegi teine neid asju iialgi ei lugenud ja nüüd tunnen ma eesti keelest puudust. Neid sirvides sattusin ma unustatud asjade otsa. Kairit, sa kirjutasid üheksandas klassis (üheksandas!), et koolitööd on nii palju, et sa ei ole kindel, kas sa oled piisavalt tark ja mida kõike veel. Aga sa olid piisavalt tark. Sa said hakkama. Tubli töö!!! Anni, alati jääb mulle esimese asjana silma su äkiline (ja väga dramaatiline) lahkumine siit blogist. Miks sa siit nii järsult kadusid? Pole enam väga oluline küsimus, aga ma pole sellele kunagi vastust saanud. Ikkagi, sa oled super olnud!!!
Möödunud on palju lõpetamisi, palju uusi alguseid, paar poisssõpra ja mida kõike veel. Aga meie oleme kõik ikka veel siin. Isegi kui me pole siiani sellele suvisele tripile läinud. Tuleval suvel läheme, eks ole? Või vähemalt üritame. Jälle. :D
Hea on kirjutada niiviisi. Vabalt. On asju, mida aeg ei puutu. Tulgu tuli või vesi, mingu meie kohtumiste vahel päevi või kuid, kuulen ma teie hääi iga päev või ei, te jääte alati minu südamesse, te olete ja olete alati olnud kõige paremad sõbrad, keda ühel inimesel iial on võimalik tunda. Mul ei ole sõnu kirjeldamaks kui tänulik ma olen meie ühistele suvedele, meie ühistele mälestustele, meie koos veedetud ajale. Heinapallidele ja teele. Kultusekividele ja vanadele puudele.
Ma ei igatse taga vanu aegu, sest muutus on hea, muutus on elu ja elu on elamiseks. Kuid ma tunnen natuke puudust sellest kui lihtne kõik vanasti oli.
Palusite mult enne minekut, et ma blogi peaks. No näete siis nüüd!
Ma ei tea, mida rohkem kirjutada, aga ma ei taha kirjutamist lõpetada. See lohutab mind. Eesti keel ja teile mõtlemine.
Ma soovin, et te loeksite vahel seda blogi, aga ma ei taha teie tähelepanu sellele juhtida. Ehk leiate te ise ühel päeval taas tee siia, võib-olla uudishimust, võib-olla nostalgiast. Ja siis avastate, et Mirjam jälle peksab segast. Üksinda. Eesti keeles.
Isver kui dramaatilised mu enda vanad postitused on! Anna olla! :D
Kairit! Helista mulle vahel! Ma tean, et me ei ole kumbki selles väga head ja ma üritan varsti jälle ise ka julguse kokku võtta ja sulle helistada, aga... Mul on alati tunne, et ma segan, Ja ma ei taha segada. Aga ma igatsen sind metsikult palju.
Anni! Helista veel tihemini! Ja ma üritan ise ka helistada. Ma olen selles halb, sa ju tead. Aga see pole mingi vabandus. Ehh. Üritan olla tublim. Ja loomulikult igatsen ma sind ka. Mida muud ma saangi teha.
Nüüd ma vist tõesti lõpetan. Poetasin selle asja kirjutamise ajal paar pisarat, aga nüüd on need ka kuivanud ja tuju parem. Hingel hakkab kergem. Ja ma ei editi seda asja ka. On üks jura, aga mis teha. Minu kummaline mõtteprotsess. Ja jälle nii dramaatiline. :D
Näeme varsti!
Kõike paremat!
Melletult meeletult meeletult palju kallisid!
Mirjam
Wednesday, February 15, 2017
Heia!
Ma andsin alla. Üldse ei viitsi inglise keelega jännata, nkn keegi ei loe neid. No ja kui loeb, siis google translate on põhjusega olemas. :)
Ma sõidan vähem kui nädala pärast ära!!!! Ma tegelikult täiega ootan, aga nii kiire on praegu, et ei suuda eriti mõelda sellele.
Viimased paar päeva on juba ilusamad olnud, ma ei jõua kuidagi kevadet ära oodata. Nii tüütu see pidev pimedus. Päike on inimese sõber, aga meie elame siin arktilises kliimas. ;)
Ma kinda igatsen teid. See selline low key, aga pidev igatsus. Ehk varsti kunagi õnnestub kokku saada ka. Anni, sind ma alles vähem kui nädal tagasi nägin, aga noh, mis teha. Ikka igatsen. Uhh, jama, et te mõlemad nii kaugel olete, kuigi ega aega kokku saada nkn ei oleks. Ikkagi, mul on alati toredam olla, kui vähemalt tean, et te olete samas linnas.
Jumal tänatud, et telefonid ja internet olemas on, mõtle, kui peaks teopostiga v telegrammiga sõnumeid saatma. Õudne.
Tänapäeva netinutiajastu inimese mugavus, mis teha.
Sain just kh2 jälle läbi, nüüd liikusin edasi HP juurde. Selle asemel, et normaalsel ajal õppida, mitte pool ööd üleval istuda... Oh well...
Ma suht kaaperdasin selle blogi, sest teie siia ju enam ei kirjuta. Nii et sorri. But i'm not.
Andke teada, kui ka siit läbi hüppate.
Nagu alati, igatsen ma teid ja te olete mulle väga kallid.
Ahh, muide, eile oli sõbrapäev, nii et head sõbrapäeva! Ma unustasin õigel päeval ära, kuna tavaliselt ei tähista seda, sest leian, et iga päev on sõbrad kallid ja seda saab näidata ka, nii et milleks ühel konkreetsel päeval hakata mingeid imetrikke tegema?
Kallid! Ehk varsti näeme, Anni, Acey!
Sausau!
Ma andsin alla. Üldse ei viitsi inglise keelega jännata, nkn keegi ei loe neid. No ja kui loeb, siis google translate on põhjusega olemas. :)
Ma sõidan vähem kui nädala pärast ära!!!! Ma tegelikult täiega ootan, aga nii kiire on praegu, et ei suuda eriti mõelda sellele.
Viimased paar päeva on juba ilusamad olnud, ma ei jõua kuidagi kevadet ära oodata. Nii tüütu see pidev pimedus. Päike on inimese sõber, aga meie elame siin arktilises kliimas. ;)
Ma kinda igatsen teid. See selline low key, aga pidev igatsus. Ehk varsti kunagi õnnestub kokku saada ka. Anni, sind ma alles vähem kui nädal tagasi nägin, aga noh, mis teha. Ikka igatsen. Uhh, jama, et te mõlemad nii kaugel olete, kuigi ega aega kokku saada nkn ei oleks. Ikkagi, mul on alati toredam olla, kui vähemalt tean, et te olete samas linnas.
Jumal tänatud, et telefonid ja internet olemas on, mõtle, kui peaks teopostiga v telegrammiga sõnumeid saatma. Õudne.
Tänapäeva netinutiajastu inimese mugavus, mis teha.
Sain just kh2 jälle läbi, nüüd liikusin edasi HP juurde. Selle asemel, et normaalsel ajal õppida, mitte pool ööd üleval istuda... Oh well...
Ma suht kaaperdasin selle blogi, sest teie siia ju enam ei kirjuta. Nii et sorri. But i'm not.
Andke teada, kui ka siit läbi hüppate.
Nagu alati, igatsen ma teid ja te olete mulle väga kallid.
Ahh, muide, eile oli sõbrapäev, nii et head sõbrapäeva! Ma unustasin õigel päeval ära, kuna tavaliselt ei tähista seda, sest leian, et iga päev on sõbrad kallid ja seda saab näidata ka, nii et milleks ühel konkreetsel päeval hakata mingeid imetrikke tegema?
Kallid! Ehk varsti näeme, Anni, Acey!
Sausau!
Tuesday, April 12, 2016
Well, here I am again. Perhaps this will be the last time. I'm actually in an unusually good mood right now. Despite having so much homework I am almost drowning in it, I am writing, which is good I guess, though I doubt I shall have much time for sleep tonight. I am coming/going to the countryside in under a week, so being stuck in the city for the moment isn't so bad. The weather is really great too.
I don't know why I am writing today, as I don't even really have much to say. Just know that I am thinking about you and hoping you are doing well and that I will have time to call/meet up with you guys soon. I also hope you will not read these things, because I am unnecessarily emotional here and probably really uncool too.
Still, if you do, I miss you, so I'll see you soon. Bye! :D
I don't know why I am writing today, as I don't even really have much to say. Just know that I am thinking about you and hoping you are doing well and that I will have time to call/meet up with you guys soon. I also hope you will not read these things, because I am unnecessarily emotional here and probably really uncool too.
Still, if you do, I miss you, so I'll see you soon. Bye! :D
Wednesday, September 2, 2015
Oh, how time flies!
We haven't been here for over two years now (or at least I haven't), but I felt an urge today to return.
I am in high-school now, just started my second year already actually. Feels a bit weird to write here again, but we studied blogs in my Estonian language lesson today and I suddenly remembered this place and thought that I should come back and check it out.
Well, here I am.
I read some of the first posts that were made here and I have to say, that they made me miss both of you terribly much. I wish you would come back here too, I guess, but then again, maybe its for the best if you won't.
As I am already on the topic of you two, I feel like i have to say, that I hope you are both well at the moment and that i'll see you soon. It hasn't been all that long since the last time, but I still feel kinda sad. Must be another one of my nostalgic moods, or then again perhaps it isn't.
Anyways, if you do happen to venture here, know that i miss so terribly much and that you are welcome to call me soon.
I'm not sure if i'll be returning here again, i guess only time knows that, but still until next time!
Bye bye, Acey, Lu!
We haven't been here for over two years now (or at least I haven't), but I felt an urge today to return.
I am in high-school now, just started my second year already actually. Feels a bit weird to write here again, but we studied blogs in my Estonian language lesson today and I suddenly remembered this place and thought that I should come back and check it out.
Well, here I am.
I read some of the first posts that were made here and I have to say, that they made me miss both of you terribly much. I wish you would come back here too, I guess, but then again, maybe its for the best if you won't.
As I am already on the topic of you two, I feel like i have to say, that I hope you are both well at the moment and that i'll see you soon. It hasn't been all that long since the last time, but I still feel kinda sad. Must be another one of my nostalgic moods, or then again perhaps it isn't.
Anyways, if you do happen to venture here, know that i miss so terribly much and that you are welcome to call me soon.
I'm not sure if i'll be returning here again, i guess only time knows that, but still until next time!
Bye bye, Acey, Lu!
Monday, February 25, 2013
Thursday, February 14, 2013
Saturday, February 9, 2013
Thursday, February 7, 2013
I'm gonna make a post so You can't say this blog is deserted.
Remember, I talked about this headache? I stull have this. This is just crazy. I feel like I'm going to throw uo every minute.
I'm so tired of acting like I'm okay. I can't tell my mother, that I have a fever AND this terrbile headache, because she already don't let me go to hip-hop. Think about it, how many days do I have to spend home, AGAIN, when she knows that I'm still sick?
At least I don't miss my classes and I can talk with somebody when I'm at school.
When I'm home, I feel like I'm the loneliest person in the world. I feel like I'm cut off an society.
Actually I feel like nobody cares. I have many 'friends', but that's only me who counts them as a friends. Me, I'm just a stupid girl for them.
And this is the problem. I'm not good enough for anybody. I talk too much. And it's bad because I talk just random things. I'm weird. And not like normally weird, but really weird. I'm not good at communicating.
I don't have confidence.
And I never gonna have if I don't have real friends.
I feel like even those, who I counted as my best friends are now gone.
Even my dad doesn't talk with me.
Another thing that I've mest up.
I don't even care if nobody cares anymore. I'm used to it.
Remember, I talked about this headache? I stull have this. This is just crazy. I feel like I'm going to throw uo every minute.
I'm so tired of acting like I'm okay. I can't tell my mother, that I have a fever AND this terrbile headache, because she already don't let me go to hip-hop. Think about it, how many days do I have to spend home, AGAIN, when she knows that I'm still sick?
At least I don't miss my classes and I can talk with somebody when I'm at school.
When I'm home, I feel like I'm the loneliest person in the world. I feel like I'm cut off an society.
Actually I feel like nobody cares. I have many 'friends', but that's only me who counts them as a friends. Me, I'm just a stupid girl for them.
And this is the problem. I'm not good enough for anybody. I talk too much. And it's bad because I talk just random things. I'm weird. And not like normally weird, but really weird. I'm not good at communicating.
I don't have confidence.
And I never gonna have if I don't have real friends.
I feel like even those, who I counted as my best friends are now gone.
Even my dad doesn't talk with me.
Another thing that I've mest up.
I don't even care if nobody cares anymore. I'm used to it.
Oh dear...
I have so many feelings for these pictures.
Dudes, I've come to the conclusion that I should make a Tumblr, which is to say that you guys should make one as well! Let's move this on to Tumblr, because this place is going to be deserted!
Saturday, February 2, 2013
Baking cookies
...and watching shitty movies.
Yes, it's midnight and I'm baking cookies; you gotta problem with that?!
So what are you all up to? I'd ask you how life's been treating you, but I'm afraid I already know the answer. So I'm just gonna ask you guys; what are you doing, right now? Right now in the future! (Because when I post this, this'll be me in the past.)
Also, what did you do today at all? (Like the day you read this, not the day this is posted.) (*shot*)
Today's past-me baked cookies (yes, practically all day), watched Doctor Who (and drooled at captain Jack Harkness, who was making it really hard not to imagine him and---) (Let's just say I saw the ending of the 4th season.) (THREE FUCKING DOCTORS, I AM SHITTING MYSELF OVER HERE!!!)
I was also watching Doctor House and Psych today. I read some fanfictions. I called my sisters. I argued with them. I played with Mõmmi. Listened to music.
The day was relatively normal. So what did you guys do today?
Yes, it's midnight and I'm baking cookies; you gotta problem with that?!
So what are you all up to? I'd ask you how life's been treating you, but I'm afraid I already know the answer. So I'm just gonna ask you guys; what are you doing, right now? Right now in the future! (Because when I post this, this'll be me in the past.)
Also, what did you do today at all? (Like the day you read this, not the day this is posted.) (*shot*)
Today's past-me baked cookies (yes, practically all day), watched Doctor Who (and drooled at captain Jack Harkness, who was making it really hard not to imagine him and---) (Let's just say I saw the ending of the 4th season.) (THREE FUCKING DOCTORS, I AM SHITTING MYSELF OVER HERE!!!)
I was also watching Doctor House and Psych today. I read some fanfictions. I called my sisters. I argued with them. I played with Mõmmi. Listened to music.
The day was relatively normal. So what did you guys do today?
Sunday, January 27, 2013
[GIF post] Bored~!
I'll just make a semi-relevant post with gifs. Let this become a feelings fest with gifs... No, but these gifs are going to represent my emotions this past week quite accurately!
(trigger warning: I used the words retard and fuck (in various ways) and this might cause some people, who've had a very questionable childhood, to become emotional fucknuts. Warning right here motherfuckers.) (tw: extraterrestrials, swearing, sopor slime, cannibalism, me)
AWESOME!
Because my cat is fat and Homestuck is great and fanfictions are hilarious and shit has just generally been funny. I think I may be a little bit on the sopor slime. Fucking pies!
REALLY FUCKING EMBARRASSED!
You ever write something to a friend you later regret? Well, I do! A whole bunch of things! Past-me, why are you so fucking stupid?!
LAZY
Because when am I fucking not?
JUST DONE!
Like, literally done with humanity in general.
FUCK EVERYTHING!
Because apathy is what I do best!
FUCK MY LIFE!
Some people just like wrecking my shit!
ACCEPTANCE
Because if I just accept the fact that I'm such a social retard, then maybe... just maybe... I wont be such a nook-fucker in the future!
AGRESSIVE
Ever wanted to just cut a bitch? Why not a hundred?! WHY NOT JUST FUCKING RIP THAT BITCH'S HEAD OFF AND EAT IT?!! WHAT?!! I'M THE ONLY ONE WHO WANTS TO DO THAT?! Okay...
WATCHING DOCTOR WHO
This isn't even an emotion. But seriously; WTF is even going on in season 4!! I have never been so confused in my life!! Oh, but it's so addicting to watch it!!
WHEN I COME HOME FROM SCHOOL
ANGRY
Because humans are all fucking retarded!
FUN AND GAY!
Because Homestuck fans are hilarious! I'm sorry, but they just make me want to jump up and down and party hard with Roxy!
DEAR INTERNET
I love you.
THANK YOU!
And last, but not least... Thank you guys for putting up with my shit for at least 10 years now. It's like; you can tell me to do anything for you and I will drop all my shit and do it, because I owe you guys so much! Ask me to get you a bull penis cane, and I will scour the black market in it's entirety just so you can get your sick pleasure on with that stick! Ask me to build you an AI that is a complete replica of my persona and I will fucking build it just so you will never have to part with me again! Ask me to kill someone and I will... not do it, but I CAN help you hide the body! I WILL FUCKING GET YOU TO YOUR MOTHERSHIP IN ROSWELL, IF YOU TOLD ME YOU WERE AN ALIEN! ...Just goes to show I really appreciate everything you've put up with, guys! Thanks.
(trigger warning: I used the words retard and fuck (in various ways) and this might cause some people, who've had a very questionable childhood, to become emotional fucknuts. Warning right here motherfuckers.) (tw: extraterrestrials, swearing, sopor slime, cannibalism, me)
AWESOME!
Because my cat is fat and Homestuck is great and fanfictions are hilarious and shit has just generally been funny. I think I may be a little bit on the sopor slime. Fucking pies!
REALLY FUCKING EMBARRASSED!
You ever write something to a friend you later regret? Well, I do! A whole bunch of things! Past-me, why are you so fucking stupid?!
LAZY
Because when am I fucking not?
JUST DONE!
Like, literally done with humanity in general.
FUCK EVERYTHING!
Because apathy is what I do best!
FUCK MY LIFE!
Some people just like wrecking my shit!
ACCEPTANCE
Because if I just accept the fact that I'm such a social retard, then maybe... just maybe... I wont be such a nook-fucker in the future!
AGRESSIVE
Ever wanted to just cut a bitch? Why not a hundred?! WHY NOT JUST FUCKING RIP THAT BITCH'S HEAD OFF AND EAT IT?!! WHAT?!! I'M THE ONLY ONE WHO WANTS TO DO THAT?! Okay...
WATCHING DOCTOR WHO
This isn't even an emotion. But seriously; WTF is even going on in season 4!! I have never been so confused in my life!! Oh, but it's so addicting to watch it!!
WHEN I COME HOME FROM SCHOOL
ANGRY
Because humans are all fucking retarded!
FUN AND GAY!
Because Homestuck fans are hilarious! I'm sorry, but they just make me want to jump up and down and party hard with Roxy!
DEAR INTERNET
I love you.
THANK YOU!
And last, but not least... Thank you guys for putting up with my shit for at least 10 years now. It's like; you can tell me to do anything for you and I will drop all my shit and do it, because I owe you guys so much! Ask me to get you a bull penis cane, and I will scour the black market in it's entirety just so you can get your sick pleasure on with that stick! Ask me to build you an AI that is a complete replica of my persona and I will fucking build it just so you will never have to part with me again! Ask me to kill someone and I will... not do it, but I CAN help you hide the body! I WILL FUCKING GET YOU TO YOUR MOTHERSHIP IN ROSWELL, IF YOU TOLD ME YOU WERE AN ALIEN! ...Just goes to show I really appreciate everything you've put up with, guys! Thanks.
Sunday, January 20, 2013
Saturday, January 19, 2013
I got a jar of dirt ... and guess what's inside it
Yeah. This is the day that you will always remember as the day that Kairit finally made a new post in this blog.
You want some news?
I finished my researching in literature. Finally.
It wasn't good. I think. It was boring. I don't even know why I did it. It was big waste of time. And half of my my nerve cells are now gone.
School? - School is okay.
It sucks. I have no idea HOW I'm gonna make it. Sometimes. Okay, most of the time I don't understand ANYTHING what we're learning. I don't even know WHY am I in the ninth grade. I think I'm not smart enough for this. The amount of homework is too damn high.
And acutually, this time there's something new that I wanna talk about. It's called SLEEPING. My bed is my best friend. And like all my good friends, We see each other very rarely.
And I'm tired of this. So tired.
Now It's my turn to do 'what I hate' list:
I may be surronded by million people, but I still feel lonely. I shouldn't feel like that. I hate this.
I FUCKING HATE LIL WAYNE HATERS. During the last two weeks, I've been told that I'm stupid, because I like this kind of 'crap' like him like twelve times. What's wrong with you? Have I ever offenced YOUR fucking music taste? I don't like Lil Wayne only because of his music. Usually people are just so narrow-minded, that they don't change their opinions. I don't even care what you think. But you don't need to remind me what YOU like or DON'T. Stop hating around like jerk. If you don't like something, then I don't think you need to waste your time of something like that. Leave it.
WHEN I NEED JUST 0.25 POINT TO GET A BETTER GRADE.
I hate you teacher. I hate you so much.
Volleyball.
I'm not good at it. And I don't think I will ever be.
People who think they're better than others.
Oh, you're so unique. Did you started to wear new make-up brand?
People who don't ger my sarcasm.
What is wrong with you all?
Okay, I think I need to stop this, because at the end of this post I will hate everything.
I miss you girls.
You want some news?
I finished my researching in literature. Finally.
It wasn't good. I think. It was boring. I don't even know why I did it. It was big waste of time. And half of my my nerve cells are now gone.
School? - School is okay.
It sucks. I have no idea HOW I'm gonna make it. Sometimes. Okay, most of the time I don't understand ANYTHING what we're learning. I don't even know WHY am I in the ninth grade. I think I'm not smart enough for this. The amount of homework is too damn high.
And acutually, this time there's something new that I wanna talk about. It's called SLEEPING. My bed is my best friend. And like all my good friends, We see each other very rarely.
And I'm tired of this. So tired.
Now It's my turn to do 'what I hate' list:
I may be surronded by million people, but I still feel lonely. I shouldn't feel like that. I hate this.
I FUCKING HATE LIL WAYNE HATERS. During the last two weeks, I've been told that I'm stupid, because I like this kind of 'crap' like him like twelve times. What's wrong with you? Have I ever offenced YOUR fucking music taste? I don't like Lil Wayne only because of his music. Usually people are just so narrow-minded, that they don't change their opinions. I don't even care what you think. But you don't need to remind me what YOU like or DON'T. Stop hating around like jerk. If you don't like something, then I don't think you need to waste your time of something like that. Leave it.
WHEN I NEED JUST 0.25 POINT TO GET A BETTER GRADE.
I hate you teacher. I hate you so much.
Volleyball.
I'm not good at it. And I don't think I will ever be.
People who think they're better than others.
Oh, you're so unique. Did you started to wear new make-up brand?
People who don't ger my sarcasm.
What is wrong with you all?
Okay, I think I need to stop this, because at the end of this post I will hate everything.
I miss you girls.
Thursday, January 17, 2013
Things that piss me off pt. tres
I'm sorry. I'm feeling overly angry and cynical today. I am two steps away from pissing on someone's cellphone. I want to RANT!
Also... I wanted to post the 100th post! :D
*People who talk too much about their kid/little sis. Holy shit! I didn't think these people actually existed IRL! Apparently they do. Apparently they live in my vicinity. Apparently... they are fucking annoying! I don't want to hear how your kid just took it's first step, or how it said it's first word, or how it pooped it's diapers today. And for the love of FUCK, don't show me excessive amounts of their pictures!
*Tampon and towel advertisements. Aren't those things the kind that you either need or you don't? So when the time comes, I'm sure the female population can find their way over to the section where to buy that. The commercials are fucking embarrassing! I don't need to be told how absorbent they are; by the time you're going to need those, I'm pretty sure you know how to read already. So those commercials just fuck with my mind on pretty awful levels. It's embarrassing! (Especially if it's just you and some guy friend of yours watching the TV!)
*Bicycle helmets. The ones you buy for your kids, I mean, not the ones the professionals find somewhere. Because these helmets do SHIT to protect your head. And since the only helmets that help are for professionals and are fucking more expensive; what the fuck to do?! And to be honest, I fell off my bike hundreds of times and I never had a serious case of brain damage. I get that kids are different, but fuck! If you think your kids need a helmet on a tricycle, then I think your kid needs to wear a helmet 24/7. But still, those helmets do shit to help avoid brain damage.
*Lil Wayne
*Nicky Minaj
*When people tell me to not do a certain thing because I'm a girl. I will not meet your bullshit standards and will continue to act like I want. If I want to change myself, I'll do it. But not because of you. Girls are basically like guys without dicks, don't treat us differently.
*Girls/Guys that go from one partner to the next all the time. I'm sorry, but are you a human being?! What the fuck?! Cheating isn't okay! I'm sorry, but I'm going to start referring to you as a whore if you've changed partners three times already in a short amount of time. (And yes, that includes someone from my acquaintances.)
*Pancakes. I used to like pancakes, but now I see them like greasy sweet hamburgers with just the bun. But maybe I just dislike how my grandma makes them. Because I could actually eat pancakes that are made by either my sis or Ace or her mum. :|
*Chain letters. Fuck you!
*Disregard for the environment. I mean, don't go extreme, because anything extreme is bad, but seriously... you don't need to spit that nasty piece of gum on the street, when the trash can is RIGHT THERE! I don't want to step into your germs! And don't even get me started on throwing trash on general on the streets. /wrists
*Disregard for animal rights. (Again, don't go overboard with this.) Holy shit! It's basic human nature to kill something you're gonna eat, but don't torture the animal! Also, if you have a pet, care for it. It lives and breathes like you do. Think of what you'd feel like if you were treated like you treat your pet?
*People that tease others for their height/weight/abilities or lack of them/etc. (I am having trouble reverting to the same old sentence of "holy shit" all the time.) Please tell me you are younger than 12 years. If you are, it might be excusable, though then I'm turning the blame on the parents - keep your spawn in check, fuckers! If you're older than 12, you are showing your intense lack of emotional IQ and should be banned from society until further notice. This should be a legit thing - people get banned from society for a week or two and then are let back in. If they continue to act like retards, then they will be banned again. And repeat until infinity. Maybe being alone would teach you to not push people away from you. This sort of behaviour just makes me want to throttle a bitch.
*Politicians. The amount of bullshit that comes out of their mouths is both staggering and boring, while they also manage to procrastinate until the next voting. Never thought shit could be so boring and infuriating.
*People who assume I want to listen to their shit all the time.
*People who blame today's violence on video games and violent songs/movies/etc. I'm sorry, but that's just ignorant of you. I could go on a huge fucking rant about this, but fuckit.
*Junk food and carbonated drinks. It especially irks me if parents give nothing but that for their grubs.
*Young, underage girls, who don't see anything wrong with dating a 25-year old. Oh wow, I just want to punch you. Not even slap you. Outright punch you.
*Suicide notes/threats for getting attention. I'm sorry, but that shit is serious; go to a doctor! Don't push your problems on other people and deal with life like the rest of us!
*Rich bastards
*Homophobes
*Sun in what-the-fuck-o'clock in the morning
*People, who wear socks in MY bed!Lauri!!!
*People, who roll the curtains up in my room and later don't put them back down. Gosh! Don't you understand; I want to be a gay emo vampire in my dark lonelycave room!
*When people talk over me
*Art that looks like a moose took a crap all over it
*Music that sounds like... A million nails being beaten into a bucket.Oh dear me! That innuendo
*People, who aren't more tolerant of other people. I mean; who cares if the math's teacher whines all the time. Just be quiet and Allons-y on!
*Food that tastes so good, but is devastating for your health! Oh god, those cookies!!!
*People, who don't finish their sente
*The cold that winter brings. Dear lord I am freezing over here!
*When I just want to cuddle and my cat is like; nope, suck the dick! And then proceeds to chew the living daylights out of my arm. Fuck him! tumut
*When I have exams coming at me with full speed and I am definitely gonna fail. Alternatively, when I have tests tomorrow and I still haven't studied for 'em.
*Fuck life.
*Fuck humans
*Humans suck
The end.
Also... I wanted to post the 100th post! :D
*People who talk too much about their kid/little sis. Holy shit! I didn't think these people actually existed IRL! Apparently they do. Apparently they live in my vicinity. Apparently... they are fucking annoying! I don't want to hear how your kid just took it's first step, or how it said it's first word, or how it pooped it's diapers today. And for the love of FUCK, don't show me excessive amounts of their pictures!
*Tampon and towel advertisements. Aren't those things the kind that you either need or you don't? So when the time comes, I'm sure the female population can find their way over to the section where to buy that. The commercials are fucking embarrassing! I don't need to be told how absorbent they are; by the time you're going to need those, I'm pretty sure you know how to read already. So those commercials just fuck with my mind on pretty awful levels. It's embarrassing! (Especially if it's just you and some guy friend of yours watching the TV!)
*Bicycle helmets. The ones you buy for your kids, I mean, not the ones the professionals find somewhere. Because these helmets do SHIT to protect your head. And since the only helmets that help are for professionals and are fucking more expensive; what the fuck to do?! And to be honest, I fell off my bike hundreds of times and I never had a serious case of brain damage. I get that kids are different, but fuck! If you think your kids need a helmet on a tricycle, then I think your kid needs to wear a helmet 24/7. But still, those helmets do shit to help avoid brain damage.
*Lil Wayne
*Nicky Minaj
*When people tell me to not do a certain thing because I'm a girl. I will not meet your bullshit standards and will continue to act like I want. If I want to change myself, I'll do it. But not because of you. Girls are basically like guys without dicks, don't treat us differently.
*Girls/Guys that go from one partner to the next all the time. I'm sorry, but are you a human being?! What the fuck?! Cheating isn't okay! I'm sorry, but I'm going to start referring to you as a whore if you've changed partners three times already in a short amount of time. (And yes, that includes someone from my acquaintances.)
*Pancakes. I used to like pancakes, but now I see them like greasy sweet hamburgers with just the bun. But maybe I just dislike how my grandma makes them. Because I could actually eat pancakes that are made by either my sis or Ace or her mum. :|
*Chain letters. Fuck you!
*Disregard for the environment. I mean, don't go extreme, because anything extreme is bad, but seriously... you don't need to spit that nasty piece of gum on the street, when the trash can is RIGHT THERE! I don't want to step into your germs! And don't even get me started on throwing trash on general on the streets. /wrists
*Disregard for animal rights. (Again, don't go overboard with this.) Holy shit! It's basic human nature to kill something you're gonna eat, but don't torture the animal! Also, if you have a pet, care for it. It lives and breathes like you do. Think of what you'd feel like if you were treated like you treat your pet?
*People that tease others for their height/weight/abilities or lack of them/etc. (I am having trouble reverting to the same old sentence of "holy shit" all the time.) Please tell me you are younger than 12 years. If you are, it might be excusable, though then I'm turning the blame on the parents - keep your spawn in check, fuckers! If you're older than 12, you are showing your intense lack of emotional IQ and should be banned from society until further notice. This should be a legit thing - people get banned from society for a week or two and then are let back in. If they continue to act like retards, then they will be banned again. And repeat until infinity. Maybe being alone would teach you to not push people away from you. This sort of behaviour just makes me want to throttle a bitch.
*Politicians. The amount of bullshit that comes out of their mouths is both staggering and boring, while they also manage to procrastinate until the next voting. Never thought shit could be so boring and infuriating.
*People who assume I want to listen to their shit all the time.
*People who blame today's violence on video games and violent songs/movies/etc. I'm sorry, but that's just ignorant of you. I could go on a huge fucking rant about this, but fuckit.
*Junk food and carbonated drinks. It especially irks me if parents give nothing but that for their grubs.
*Young, underage girls, who don't see anything wrong with dating a 25-year old. Oh wow, I just want to punch you. Not even slap you. Outright punch you.
*Suicide notes/threats for getting attention. I'm sorry, but that shit is serious; go to a doctor! Don't push your problems on other people and deal with life like the rest of us!
*Rich bastards
*Homophobes
*Sun in what-the-fuck-o'clock in the morning
*People, who wear socks in MY bed!
*People, who roll the curtains up in my room and later don't put them back down. Gosh! Don't you understand; I want to be a gay emo vampire in my dark lonely
*When people talk over me
*Art that looks like a moose took a crap all over it
*Music that sounds like... A million nails being beaten into a bucket.
*People, who aren't more tolerant of other people. I mean; who cares if the math's teacher whines all the time. Just be quiet and Allons-y on!
*Food that tastes so good, but is devastating for your health! Oh god, those cookies!!!
*People, who don't finish their sente
*The cold that winter brings. Dear lord I am freezing over here!
*When I just want to cuddle and my cat is like; nope, suck the dick! And then proceeds to chew the living daylights out of my arm. Fuck him! tumut
*When I have exams coming at me with full speed and I am definitely gonna fail. Alternatively, when I have tests tomorrow and I still haven't studied for 'em.
*Fuck life.
*Fuck humans
*Humans suck
The end.
Because we haven't posted anything in a while...
And also because I know you guys love twins, especially you Ace!
Ohhey, guys.... we are now one post away from hitting 100 posts!
...I'm gonna hit that mark first youse guys!
Ohhey, guys.... we are now one post away from hitting 100 posts!
...I'm gonna hit that mark first youse guys!
Sunday, January 13, 2013
Just sth I noticed
I think i have just noticed a little mileading fact in Harry Potter. In the first book Hagrid was using his wand after it had been broken, but when Ron's wand broke in the second book he couldn't use it correctly and when Harry broke his wand in the seventh book he couldn't use his at all until he fixed it with the Elder Wand.
Isn't that weird?
Anyways, I miss you.
Hope to hear from you soon.
Bye!
Isn't that weird?
Anyways, I miss you.
Hope to hear from you soon.
Bye!
Saturday, January 5, 2013
I'm bored
EDIT 3 I found a Doctor Who reference in Homestuck. Yes! Fuck yes! Hell fucking yes!
EDIT 2 I just used 'doctor' in a sentence. My brain was literally like this: Hold up... Stop. Rewind. Play. Stop. Squeal uncontrollably.
Is this how I'm going to spend the rest of my life?! I'm probably gonna giggle on my death bed, when someone says: call the doctor!
EDIT: Ok, forget what I said about Sherlock and Doctor Who meeting each other. Moffat is a bitch.
"It's a lovely idea," said Moffat, "[But] they'd just punch each other! ... 'Sherlock's world wouldn't work if 'Doctor Who' was real."
Link wherain Moffat is the aforementioned bitch
You can... Y'know... Call me sometimes.
On an unrelated topic; Doctor Who is almost as awesome as Sherlock now. I'm gonna keep on watching just because I want to see if the surreal amounts of plot twists it's been spewing out starting from season 3 will beat Sherlock's. At the rate it's been going I wont be surprised if it will. I wouldn't be surprised even if Moffat decided to make a crossover and let The Doctor meet up with Sherlock BBC.
Also; watching Wild Wild West. It's fucking beautiful. But that could just be me, because I have Jake English's taste in movies.
EDIT 2 I just used 'doctor' in a sentence. My brain was literally like this: Hold up... Stop. Rewind. Play. Stop. Squeal uncontrollably.
Is this how I'm going to spend the rest of my life?! I'm probably gonna giggle on my death bed, when someone says: call the doctor!
EDIT: Ok, forget what I said about Sherlock and Doctor Who meeting each other. Moffat is a bitch.
"It's a lovely idea," said Moffat, "[But] they'd just punch each other! ... 'Sherlock's world wouldn't work if 'Doctor Who' was real."
Link wherain Moffat is the aforementioned bitch
You can... Y'know... Call me sometimes.
On an unrelated topic; Doctor Who is almost as awesome as Sherlock now. I'm gonna keep on watching just because I want to see if the surreal amounts of plot twists it's been spewing out starting from season 3 will beat Sherlock's. At the rate it's been going I wont be surprised if it will. I wouldn't be surprised even if Moffat decided to make a crossover and let The Doctor meet up with Sherlock BBC.
Also; watching Wild Wild West. It's fucking beautiful. But that could just be me, because I have Jake English's taste in movies.
Wednesday, January 2, 2013
[GIF post] Fun stuff
First of all:
And now on to normal news of the week:
Kind of wanted to start watching some new series a few days ago. So I looked some up and now I'm watching Doctor Who 2005. And I'm at the 3rd season in three days. Pretty neat, right?
Anyway, some trivia for those who'd like to start watching it or are considering watching it;
* Some episodes are written by the creators of Sherlock BBC, aka. Steven Moffat and Mark Gatiss. And you can really see it; their episodes make you feel... different... feelings... Wow, I really suck at explaining this.
Thing is, though, that I've seen so many jokes in there that were eventually used in Sherlock BBC. It's so weird to hear those jokes in Doctor Who, when I saw Sherlock first.
What if like, the Doctor and Sherlock ever met!
* Doctor Who does not endorse "gay" behaviour, but teaches up a generation who is more tolerant. There is never a lot of it in there; it's still mostly heterosexual as far as I've seen.
But there are references... There was even a small tiny little kiss between the Doctor and Captain Jack (who is extremely hot!) at the end of the first season. But as far as I know there have been no more. Though there are so many innuendos and jokes and references in there. Being gay is a norm. Also, when people asked Moffat (the writer for the latest seasons) what the Doctor would think of gay marriage, then Moffat said that first you'd have to explain 'gay' to him, and then 'straight'. But ultimately he said,
"He comes from a world where such narrow views seem so ridiculous they’re hard to remember."
And yeah... that guy there is Captain Jack! God he's sexy! Anyway, back to normality again...
* Rowan Atkinson (Mr. Bean) has played a Doctor (the ninth Doctor) in a spoof.
* Some of the people who were considered for the 11th Doctor were Daniel Radcliffe and Catherine Zeta-Jones, among others.
Anyway, so let's talk about what exactly Doctor Who is about. It's about aliens. Short and simple. And it's fucking glorious! And it's also about time travel. Mostly about time travel and aliens.
And it's so awesome when the Doctor meets Shakespeare and other historical figures! Shakespeare was especially awesome, because he was so... guhhh!!!
You know all those myths? Vampires, werewolves, the Loch Ness etc.? All aliens :D Awesome explanation amirite?
Anyway, Doctor Who is a bit like Sherlock, but it's more family-oriented. If you're waiting for the last season of Sherlock, like me, then I suggest watching something. Something like Doctor Who. :)
And now on to normal news of the week:
Kind of wanted to start watching some new series a few days ago. So I looked some up and now I'm watching Doctor Who 2005. And I'm at the 3rd season in three days. Pretty neat, right?
Anyway, some trivia for those who'd like to start watching it or are considering watching it;
* Some episodes are written by the creators of Sherlock BBC, aka. Steven Moffat and Mark Gatiss. And you can really see it; their episodes make you feel... different... feelings... Wow, I really suck at explaining this.
Thing is, though, that I've seen so many jokes in there that were eventually used in Sherlock BBC. It's so weird to hear those jokes in Doctor Who, when I saw Sherlock first.
What if like, the Doctor and Sherlock ever met!
But there are references... There was even a small tiny little kiss between the Doctor and Captain Jack (who is extremely hot!) at the end of the first season. But as far as I know there have been no more. Though there are so many innuendos and jokes and references in there. Being gay is a norm. Also, when people asked Moffat (the writer for the latest seasons) what the Doctor would think of gay marriage, then Moffat said that first you'd have to explain 'gay' to him, and then 'straight'. But ultimately he said,
"He comes from a world where such narrow views seem so ridiculous they’re hard to remember."
And yeah... that guy there is Captain Jack! God he's sexy! Anyway, back to normality again...
* Rowan Atkinson (Mr. Bean) has played a Doctor (the ninth Doctor) in a spoof.
* Some of the people who were considered for the 11th Doctor were Daniel Radcliffe and Catherine Zeta-Jones, among others.
Anyway, so let's talk about what exactly Doctor Who is about. It's about aliens. Short and simple. And it's fucking glorious! And it's also about time travel. Mostly about time travel and aliens.
And it's so awesome when the Doctor meets Shakespeare and other historical figures! Shakespeare was especially awesome, because he was so... guhhh!!!
You know all those myths? Vampires, werewolves, the Loch Ness etc.? All aliens :D Awesome explanation amirite?
Anyway, Doctor Who is a bit like Sherlock, but it's more family-oriented. If you're waiting for the last season of Sherlock, like me, then I suggest watching something. Something like Doctor Who. :)
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)