I just wanted to say, that I recognized today that life seems so much funnier when you have hilarious history teacher. You know, he shares 9GAG pictures on FACEBOOK.
Let me show you SOME

And I really wish you could be on his lessons, because it's acutally impossible to describe them. He's just so hilarious that nobody can't imitate him. . All I can say, is that you don't need to do workout, because you can get 8-pack there:D It's just unbelievable.

I don´t know what that is about

Its 10 PM and I am so sleepy.
So please excuse me if I start talking nonsense.
What was the most beautieful thing you saw today?
I saw a little figure of a tiger on a shop window.
Don´t know why i´m writing this.

I read a poem i imideatly fell in love with.

Its called "Dream A While With Me" ba Cathryn Martin.
 I am so cold...

And sad.

A bit nostalgic maby too...
Some day I'll fly away...
I like my new/old home.
Do you believe in angels? I do, tough i have never actually seen one.
I am eating apples...
I ...
feel...
rainy?
sad?
...

"The gratest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return"- Moulin Rouge

I' m sorry if I have wronged you, you know? I really am.
 I want to sit on a porch with my husband when I get old...


Bye!

Hey friends.
Just in case, I wanted to remind you, that I miss you.
I say it a lot. But it actually is so. Think about it. Think about the summer. When we were little we used to be together every day, doing some stupid meanigless things like playing our own created games (levels, lavels.. ), playing with the frogs, talking with STONES or just using our extraordinary thinking.
Ans now.. Even if it's summer, We still see each other so rarely. We have always some things to do. And it's not like I'm blaming somebody. No, it just is so. Life has changed.
And I hate that, like I've already said so many times before. Everything, just everything seems so complycated. We all have to face our 'challenges' if I can say so. It's hard. And sometimes, okay, most of the thime I wish I could be with you guys, like we used to be. Play those games. Like we used to. Be as happy and free as we used to be.
But you know what I have noticed? Life, even if it gets harder, is getting better. Oh god, don't think I don't miss those old days, I've already said that I do. Those old, good times..
When we were little kids, we didn't know the value of our times. I think it hasn't changed. We should be happy. Even if everything is getting harder, we should be happy that we still have each other, even if we're not together. I still now, that you're somewhere there. Waiting for us to come together.
It's hard to stay happy, because life is hard. But we really should. We're still here. We still smile sometimes, We can still be happy.
And If this post didn't get anything for you. Then just let it be. Because it seems like I made a really good story for myself in that case. I should totally read it when I'm in a bad mode again. And it happens verry frequently.
Always tring to find something positive. I don't always find that. So I just write.
Stay happy friends.
love you loads

PS: And sorry for my writing style, I'm little bit sleepy. Hope you get, what I was trying to say

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No Mouth? So Must You Scream?

Why do I feel like I'm the only force still keeping this blog going? What's wrong you guys?


Well, since I'm writing now anyway... Might as well, right?

Hey, have you guys read and/or played "I Have No Mouth And I Must Scream"? Holy shit-pickles! It's genius! I mean, it's completely fucked up in so many ways, but THIS is where horror and sci-fi books were at their best! It's really grotesque though. It's... Fucked up.

But I instantly fell in love with the title! And to finally see that line used at the very end of the game/short-story, I was mesmerized! It really conveyed the author's feelings throughout all of it; Harlan fucking hated us! He hates all of us. You might not agree, but that's what I saw when I read the end of it. It was a literal big, fat FUCK YOU to the face. He hates us so much. And... actually, just read this what he wrote in his game;

AM: Hate. Let me tell you how much I've come to hate you since I began to live. There are 387.44 million miles of printed circuits in wafer thin layers that fill my complex. If the word 'hate' was engraved on each nanoangstrom of those hundreds of miles it would not equal one one-billionth of the hate I feel for humans at this micro-instant. For you. Hate. Hate.

...Say guys, I have a feeling this guy doesn't like us very much. Anyone? No? Just me? Okay...


Anyway, for those interested;
This story is about the last five people alive. They're being kept alive by a super-computer, who was built by humans about a century ago, but then it evolved and killed all living things on earth. He kept five people alive for his own amusement and tortures them regularly.


While the game was really long and convoluted and... Sometimes just plain creepy, it was fun to see the multiple endings.

I liked the short story a bit better though. Even if the ending was bittersweet, unlike the game's good ending, it left such an impression with the 'I have no mouth and I must scream' scene. Granted one of the endings in the game has that as well, but... It spoke volumes in the story.

And to tell you the truth, the story felt more adventurous than the game! And I like adventures! I loved the little adventure of them walking miles to find canned food and later finding that AM didn't give them a can-opener! Fucking bitch-move. Brilliant! But incredibly dickish.

[SPOILERS]
I liked the fact that Ted was so generous(?) as to kill the others. And AM was helpless to do anything since it all took place in such a short amount of time. Fuck, if no one else, then at least Gorrister deserved that death wholly! He was the one who wanted it the most after all!
I felt kinda sad for Ted at the end though. He was all alone now, never dying. That's gotta be tough what with the body AM gave him. He didn't have a mouth anymore. And he wanted to scream.
[SPOILERS]


Guys, recommended piece of literature of the month/year/decade! Read it for school if you want to! It's brilliant!


*Also, don't expect me to give you any more literature recommendations ever again! You guys know I hardly ever read anything besides fanfiction!

Uuuuuugggghhhhh!!!!

Party's over, Leon's coming back.

Hand me my gun, Watson.


In other news, Xiaolin Showdown has innuendoes! ...Or maybe I'm just reading too into the episode where Jack vomits into Clay's hat.

Just random thoughts

Leon is gone. Time to party. And by party I mean sleep for the next 3 days. Until school starts again. And all the stress comes back.

I really really need to write up that research I'm doing in Literature. The worst part is... I don't even know WHAT I'm researching. I kinda want to research about if today's kid's imagination has died because of technology... But I also wanna research about Aspergers syndrome. Like, I know SO much about it already so why not. But it'd give me extra trouble, seeing as I'd have to find a new instructor/supervisor/tutor/whatever. And I'm a very lazy person. And I hate talking to new people. Fuck me sideways!!!!!


Also, fasting. What's the difference between that and starving? That one is voluntary and the other is not? I can accept that.

I love how I'm able to answer my own questions sometimes.

...I'm so cold right now. Fasting is not all that great, people. You have no energy to keep yourself warm anymore.


Also, I cannot empathize with Diane. No matter WHAT happens to her.

I have enough trouble to empathize with people as it is, but I actually CANNOT bring myself to feel the same as her, no matter the situation. I might sometimes sympathize her, just a little bit, but not usually, because she makes me feel physically ill.

I'd go off on a loooong tangent on the topics in which she manages to piss me off, but I am fucking cold atm and I have ranted about her long enough to you guys. I'll just keep this one bottled up.


Hey, Ace, has Choppa called you yet and told you the awesome news? If not, maybe you wanna give her a call sometime! ;)

Fucking tired

Babysitting my sister's son. Watching Xiaolin Showdown. Incredibly tired. Considering jumping out of the window, so I could finally rest. Alternatively, learn how to hibernate.

Many projects to do, for when school finally starts again. Ultimately, I will get no fucking rest this week.

GG, life, GG.