Songs and Random Thoughts

Do you know the feeling after a very long and haooy and exiting day? When you walk home alone and the streets are empty and it is snowing and everything is nice and quiet. You feel happy and sad, alone and content, and so very tired.

I recently found a song that matches this mood perfectly. Its called "If I Die Young" by The Band Perry. I heard it once and immediately took a great liking to it. If you have time, listen to it. You will probably not like it as much as i do, but then again, maybe you will.

I love Christmas!

I love the calm and the amazing amount of dancing on school parties, the candles that  smell and the huge amount of tangerines that i consume. I love Christmas songs, my very favorite one might perhaps be "Amazing Grace".
 
Today i woke up and my first thought was, "Oh no, school!" And then i remembered thet the holiday has started. Amazing, isn't it, how fast time goes? It seems like only yesterday we were parting because summer had ended. Soon there will be a new summer. And then another one.

Did you know, that I would really like to be able to change into some kind of an animal? Maybe into a wolf or an eagle. I am always dreaming about freedom, but actually i don't really need it all that much. I just want to have fun and try all the things worth trying(going to university, jumping with a parachute, do snowangels and climb trees). There is no greater adventure than life and there are no greater obstacles than the ones you greate for yourself.

I also like the song "Barking At The Moon" byJenny Lewis. It is a soundtrack from a movie called "Bolt". I love the words.

A new year is about to start and i would be so grateful if it would be even half as good as the one that is ending.

I miss so much you, my friends.
Hope to see you soon (or at least hear from you).
Bye!

See you... Whenever.

So, I'm going away for a week or so. You will not be able to contact me in any way, so yeah. Be safe! ~<3

Haven't been posting for a while. And I'm sorry if my English is bad. It's 2.30 in the morning and I just finished watching 'Grave Encounters'. And it seems like I'm not gonna sleep for a very long time. This was creepy as hell! Like srsly. I just screamed and jumped all the time. I dropped my laptop, because I felt like this demon is going to get me. In fact, most of the time my hands covered my eyes. Just crazy.
Okay, now it's time for me to write something about my life at the moment.
And I'm actually happy. Even though I'm not the smartest person alive (Like You Mirjam) , but my grades are not very bad too. I can deal with it. I hope.
Actually. I'm just happy. I don't really have a reason. It's Christmas time. Everything seems so much better. And remember this post what you write Anni? About being anxious all the time? - This is what I feel. I feel like I'm alive, but I have those butterflies in my stomach, I feel like something's gonna happen very soon, even though it's nothing happening to me at all. Maybe the world really ends.
Yup, I feel like something big is coming. Maybe the Mayas were right.Anyway, I'm gonna throw up any minute. I feel like I'm high or something. And like you already see, I can't sleep.
I hope you two have an amazing Christmas.
I miss you so freaking much.

k.

My Unusually Extraordinary Week

I have some good news. Nothing important, just some things that have made my week.
I had a level test (tasemetöö) in maths on monday. On wednesday I found out my results. I got a 5 pluss and 40 points out of 40! That made my results the best in our year (girls and boys both)! That is kind of amazing. I mean, I knew I understood all I had learned, but this?

I also went skating with Brook today. We had a lot of fun and she only fell once. We saw a guy there who looked just like Sirius Black, when he went to school. He even had a Gryffindor scarf with yellow and red stripes. And when we skated past him we heard him say "Expecto patronum"! I could have cried out of happiness!

The semester will be over in two weeks, and even though i am so tired all the time, i know i have just so little time left to wait.

I have fallen down only once this week, even though everything is snowy and slippery. That is a small victory for me :D

I have decorated my appartemend with my mother and we are now ready for Christmas to come. I just can't wait!!!

Anyways, I hope to hear from ya both soon.
Sorry I haven't called, but I have been too tired and buisy.
I hope to see you soon.
Miss you!
Bye!

Phone is dead

Can't call you guys. You have to call me yourself, if you want to hear my sexy voice.
I'm on skype most of the time too, though :)

GIF post: Helping helps

If at any time you feel like you...

and that nobody wants to be your friend 

then remember that helping helps.

You have no idea how good it feels to help someone. It gives you energy, power and a warm feelings. I find it's so good to help someone else, which means I've been absolutely ecstatic for the past few days.

Give someone a hug today

Or just give someone your love

 
 It helps. Because even if you can't help yourself, at least you can help someone else!

But then, who do I help, you may ask. Well, there are plenty of people who want help. Me? I go to forums and cheer depressed people up. Because it makes me feel good if I manage to cheer at least one person up.

In real life I'm like

But online I'm like

So if people have evil people in their life

I listen to them and try to take away at least one bucket of their shitty life

So anyway, I hope this helped at least in some way. I miss each and every one of you!

 

Still Alive

Anni asked me to let you know that i am still alive, which i obviously am. In fact, i am doing very well. I haven't got any big news though, that's why you haven't heard from me. Now i am just wating for Christmas.

If you have got any news call me.
I miss ya :D
Bye!