Monday, February 25, 2013
Thursday, February 14, 2013
Saturday, February 9, 2013
Thursday, February 7, 2013
I'm gonna make a post so You can't say this blog is deserted.
Remember, I talked about this headache? I stull have this. This is just crazy. I feel like I'm going to throw uo every minute.
I'm so tired of acting like I'm okay. I can't tell my mother, that I have a fever AND this terrbile headache, because she already don't let me go to hip-hop. Think about it, how many days do I have to spend home, AGAIN, when she knows that I'm still sick?
At least I don't miss my classes and I can talk with somebody when I'm at school.
When I'm home, I feel like I'm the loneliest person in the world. I feel like I'm cut off an society.
Actually I feel like nobody cares. I have many 'friends', but that's only me who counts them as a friends. Me, I'm just a stupid girl for them.
And this is the problem. I'm not good enough for anybody. I talk too much. And it's bad because I talk just random things. I'm weird. And not like normally weird, but really weird. I'm not good at communicating.
I don't have confidence.
And I never gonna have if I don't have real friends.
I feel like even those, who I counted as my best friends are now gone.
Even my dad doesn't talk with me.
Another thing that I've mest up.
I don't even care if nobody cares anymore. I'm used to it.
Remember, I talked about this headache? I stull have this. This is just crazy. I feel like I'm going to throw uo every minute.
I'm so tired of acting like I'm okay. I can't tell my mother, that I have a fever AND this terrbile headache, because she already don't let me go to hip-hop. Think about it, how many days do I have to spend home, AGAIN, when she knows that I'm still sick?
At least I don't miss my classes and I can talk with somebody when I'm at school.
When I'm home, I feel like I'm the loneliest person in the world. I feel like I'm cut off an society.
Actually I feel like nobody cares. I have many 'friends', but that's only me who counts them as a friends. Me, I'm just a stupid girl for them.
And this is the problem. I'm not good enough for anybody. I talk too much. And it's bad because I talk just random things. I'm weird. And not like normally weird, but really weird. I'm not good at communicating.
I don't have confidence.
And I never gonna have if I don't have real friends.
I feel like even those, who I counted as my best friends are now gone.
Even my dad doesn't talk with me.
Another thing that I've mest up.
I don't even care if nobody cares anymore. I'm used to it.
Oh dear...
I have so many feelings for these pictures.
Dudes, I've come to the conclusion that I should make a Tumblr, which is to say that you guys should make one as well! Let's move this on to Tumblr, because this place is going to be deserted!
Saturday, February 2, 2013
Baking cookies
...and watching shitty movies.
Yes, it's midnight and I'm baking cookies; you gotta problem with that?!
So what are you all up to? I'd ask you how life's been treating you, but I'm afraid I already know the answer. So I'm just gonna ask you guys; what are you doing, right now? Right now in the future! (Because when I post this, this'll be me in the past.)
Also, what did you do today at all? (Like the day you read this, not the day this is posted.) (*shot*)
Today's past-me baked cookies (yes, practically all day), watched Doctor Who (and drooled at captain Jack Harkness, who was making it really hard not to imagine him and---) (Let's just say I saw the ending of the 4th season.) (THREE FUCKING DOCTORS, I AM SHITTING MYSELF OVER HERE!!!)
I was also watching Doctor House and Psych today. I read some fanfictions. I called my sisters. I argued with them. I played with Mõmmi. Listened to music.
The day was relatively normal. So what did you guys do today?
Yes, it's midnight and I'm baking cookies; you gotta problem with that?!
So what are you all up to? I'd ask you how life's been treating you, but I'm afraid I already know the answer. So I'm just gonna ask you guys; what are you doing, right now? Right now in the future! (Because when I post this, this'll be me in the past.)
Also, what did you do today at all? (Like the day you read this, not the day this is posted.) (*shot*)
Today's past-me baked cookies (yes, practically all day), watched Doctor Who (and drooled at captain Jack Harkness, who was making it really hard not to imagine him and---) (Let's just say I saw the ending of the 4th season.) (THREE FUCKING DOCTORS, I AM SHITTING MYSELF OVER HERE!!!)
I was also watching Doctor House and Psych today. I read some fanfictions. I called my sisters. I argued with them. I played with Mõmmi. Listened to music.
The day was relatively normal. So what did you guys do today?
Sunday, January 27, 2013
[GIF post] Bored~!
I'll just make a semi-relevant post with gifs. Let this become a feelings fest with gifs... No, but these gifs are going to represent my emotions this past week quite accurately!
(trigger warning: I used the words retard and fuck (in various ways) and this might cause some people, who've had a very questionable childhood, to become emotional fucknuts. Warning right here motherfuckers.) (tw: extraterrestrials, swearing, sopor slime, cannibalism, me)
AWESOME!
Because my cat is fat and Homestuck is great and fanfictions are hilarious and shit has just generally been funny. I think I may be a little bit on the sopor slime. Fucking pies!
REALLY FUCKING EMBARRASSED!
You ever write something to a friend you later regret? Well, I do! A whole bunch of things! Past-me, why are you so fucking stupid?!
LAZY
Because when am I fucking not?
JUST DONE!
Like, literally done with humanity in general.
FUCK EVERYTHING!
Because apathy is what I do best!
FUCK MY LIFE!
Some people just like wrecking my shit!
ACCEPTANCE
Because if I just accept the fact that I'm such a social retard, then maybe... just maybe... I wont be such a nook-fucker in the future!
AGRESSIVE
Ever wanted to just cut a bitch? Why not a hundred?! WHY NOT JUST FUCKING RIP THAT BITCH'S HEAD OFF AND EAT IT?!! WHAT?!! I'M THE ONLY ONE WHO WANTS TO DO THAT?! Okay...
WATCHING DOCTOR WHO
This isn't even an emotion. But seriously; WTF is even going on in season 4!! I have never been so confused in my life!! Oh, but it's so addicting to watch it!!
WHEN I COME HOME FROM SCHOOL
ANGRY
Because humans are all fucking retarded!
FUN AND GAY!
Because Homestuck fans are hilarious! I'm sorry, but they just make me want to jump up and down and party hard with Roxy!
DEAR INTERNET
I love you.
THANK YOU!
And last, but not least... Thank you guys for putting up with my shit for at least 10 years now. It's like; you can tell me to do anything for you and I will drop all my shit and do it, because I owe you guys so much! Ask me to get you a bull penis cane, and I will scour the black market in it's entirety just so you can get your sick pleasure on with that stick! Ask me to build you an AI that is a complete replica of my persona and I will fucking build it just so you will never have to part with me again! Ask me to kill someone and I will... not do it, but I CAN help you hide the body! I WILL FUCKING GET YOU TO YOUR MOTHERSHIP IN ROSWELL, IF YOU TOLD ME YOU WERE AN ALIEN! ...Just goes to show I really appreciate everything you've put up with, guys! Thanks.
(trigger warning: I used the words retard and fuck (in various ways) and this might cause some people, who've had a very questionable childhood, to become emotional fucknuts. Warning right here motherfuckers.) (tw: extraterrestrials, swearing, sopor slime, cannibalism, me)
AWESOME!
Because my cat is fat and Homestuck is great and fanfictions are hilarious and shit has just generally been funny. I think I may be a little bit on the sopor slime. Fucking pies!
REALLY FUCKING EMBARRASSED!
You ever write something to a friend you later regret? Well, I do! A whole bunch of things! Past-me, why are you so fucking stupid?!
LAZY
Because when am I fucking not?
JUST DONE!
Like, literally done with humanity in general.
FUCK EVERYTHING!
Because apathy is what I do best!
FUCK MY LIFE!
Some people just like wrecking my shit!
ACCEPTANCE
Because if I just accept the fact that I'm such a social retard, then maybe... just maybe... I wont be such a nook-fucker in the future!
AGRESSIVE
Ever wanted to just cut a bitch? Why not a hundred?! WHY NOT JUST FUCKING RIP THAT BITCH'S HEAD OFF AND EAT IT?!! WHAT?!! I'M THE ONLY ONE WHO WANTS TO DO THAT?! Okay...
WATCHING DOCTOR WHO
This isn't even an emotion. But seriously; WTF is even going on in season 4!! I have never been so confused in my life!! Oh, but it's so addicting to watch it!!
WHEN I COME HOME FROM SCHOOL
ANGRY
Because humans are all fucking retarded!
FUN AND GAY!
Because Homestuck fans are hilarious! I'm sorry, but they just make me want to jump up and down and party hard with Roxy!
DEAR INTERNET
I love you.
THANK YOU!
And last, but not least... Thank you guys for putting up with my shit for at least 10 years now. It's like; you can tell me to do anything for you and I will drop all my shit and do it, because I owe you guys so much! Ask me to get you a bull penis cane, and I will scour the black market in it's entirety just so you can get your sick pleasure on with that stick! Ask me to build you an AI that is a complete replica of my persona and I will fucking build it just so you will never have to part with me again! Ask me to kill someone and I will... not do it, but I CAN help you hide the body! I WILL FUCKING GET YOU TO YOUR MOTHERSHIP IN ROSWELL, IF YOU TOLD ME YOU WERE AN ALIEN! ...Just goes to show I really appreciate everything you've put up with, guys! Thanks.
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