Monday, February 25, 2013
Thursday, February 14, 2013
Saturday, February 9, 2013
Thursday, February 7, 2013
I'm gonna make a post so You can't say this blog is deserted.
Remember, I talked about this headache? I stull have this. This is just crazy. I feel like I'm going to throw uo every minute.
I'm so tired of acting like I'm okay. I can't tell my mother, that I have a fever AND this terrbile headache, because she already don't let me go to hip-hop. Think about it, how many days do I have to spend home, AGAIN, when she knows that I'm still sick?
At least I don't miss my classes and I can talk with somebody when I'm at school.
When I'm home, I feel like I'm the loneliest person in the world. I feel like I'm cut off an society.
Actually I feel like nobody cares. I have many 'friends', but that's only me who counts them as a friends. Me, I'm just a stupid girl for them.
And this is the problem. I'm not good enough for anybody. I talk too much. And it's bad because I talk just random things. I'm weird. And not like normally weird, but really weird. I'm not good at communicating.
I don't have confidence.
And I never gonna have if I don't have real friends.
I feel like even those, who I counted as my best friends are now gone.
Even my dad doesn't talk with me.
Another thing that I've mest up.
I don't even care if nobody cares anymore. I'm used to it.
Remember, I talked about this headache? I stull have this. This is just crazy. I feel like I'm going to throw uo every minute.
I'm so tired of acting like I'm okay. I can't tell my mother, that I have a fever AND this terrbile headache, because she already don't let me go to hip-hop. Think about it, how many days do I have to spend home, AGAIN, when she knows that I'm still sick?
At least I don't miss my classes and I can talk with somebody when I'm at school.
When I'm home, I feel like I'm the loneliest person in the world. I feel like I'm cut off an society.
Actually I feel like nobody cares. I have many 'friends', but that's only me who counts them as a friends. Me, I'm just a stupid girl for them.
And this is the problem. I'm not good enough for anybody. I talk too much. And it's bad because I talk just random things. I'm weird. And not like normally weird, but really weird. I'm not good at communicating.
I don't have confidence.
And I never gonna have if I don't have real friends.
I feel like even those, who I counted as my best friends are now gone.
Even my dad doesn't talk with me.
Another thing that I've mest up.
I don't even care if nobody cares anymore. I'm used to it.
Oh dear...
I have so many feelings for these pictures.
Dudes, I've come to the conclusion that I should make a Tumblr, which is to say that you guys should make one as well! Let's move this on to Tumblr, because this place is going to be deserted!
Saturday, February 2, 2013
Baking cookies
...and watching shitty movies.
Yes, it's midnight and I'm baking cookies; you gotta problem with that?!
So what are you all up to? I'd ask you how life's been treating you, but I'm afraid I already know the answer. So I'm just gonna ask you guys; what are you doing, right now? Right now in the future! (Because when I post this, this'll be me in the past.)
Also, what did you do today at all? (Like the day you read this, not the day this is posted.) (*shot*)
Today's past-me baked cookies (yes, practically all day), watched Doctor Who (and drooled at captain Jack Harkness, who was making it really hard not to imagine him and---) (Let's just say I saw the ending of the 4th season.) (THREE FUCKING DOCTORS, I AM SHITTING MYSELF OVER HERE!!!)
I was also watching Doctor House and Psych today. I read some fanfictions. I called my sisters. I argued with them. I played with Mõmmi. Listened to music.
The day was relatively normal. So what did you guys do today?
Yes, it's midnight and I'm baking cookies; you gotta problem with that?!
So what are you all up to? I'd ask you how life's been treating you, but I'm afraid I already know the answer. So I'm just gonna ask you guys; what are you doing, right now? Right now in the future! (Because when I post this, this'll be me in the past.)
Also, what did you do today at all? (Like the day you read this, not the day this is posted.) (*shot*)
Today's past-me baked cookies (yes, practically all day), watched Doctor Who (and drooled at captain Jack Harkness, who was making it really hard not to imagine him and---) (Let's just say I saw the ending of the 4th season.) (THREE FUCKING DOCTORS, I AM SHITTING MYSELF OVER HERE!!!)
I was also watching Doctor House and Psych today. I read some fanfictions. I called my sisters. I argued with them. I played with Mõmmi. Listened to music.
The day was relatively normal. So what did you guys do today?
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